I Lured a Homeless Woman to My House, Hoping to Fuck Her

I (M43) did this almost 10 years ago, and its something I've never told anyone before. I'm not proud of what I did, and I can't really say why I did it other than I was bored and looking for something thrilling and stupid. I was not in any kind of financial trouble and had a decent job, it was just a fucked up thing to do that was a mistake now that I look back on it, and I regret it. I've never done it since and will never do it again, and if I saw myself acting this way now, I'd be disgusted with myself.<br><br>One day I put up an ad on Craigslist in the "jobs" section, looking for someone to clean my house. It was totally fake, I knew that if I put up an ad looking for a "girlfriend" I'd just get spammed or someone trying to quid pro quo with me. So I put up a fairly standard job ad: $15/hr, 5-6 hours of work, light housekeeping, laundry, some dishes, sweeping and mopping. I said I was looking for "anyone" which was a lie.<br><br>The first few responses were from men, so I politely turned them down and said I'd found someone. Then a young girl (probably 20's?) emailed me. She said she was living in her car with her infant daughter, and was "desperate" for the work.<br><br>I exchanged a few messages with her, asking her if she was sure she'd be OK with housekeeping, because I thought it "might be too hard" for someone living out of her car, and she insisted she was fine.<br><br>I gave her my address, and told her I'd see her at 9:00 the next morning.<br><br>The next morning rolls around, and I hear a knock at the door. Its 9:04, and I figure its her, and I open it to find a woman who looks like she might be in her 40's or 50's. She had long, straight grey hair that was stained and matted, and wore a leather jacket covered in patches and a few tears here and there. She looked like she'd been on the streets for a long time. She kind of reminded me of Iggy Pop.<br><br>She didn't make eye contact with me, but told me that she was here for the job and that she was "Diane". I tried to hide my reaction to seeing a homeless woman at my door, and told her that she looked young enough to be my daughter, so I guess I was now an old man. I let her in the house, and showed her to the kitchen where I told her I'd leave the money on the counter and she could call me at work when she was done.<br><br>Then I left for work.<br><br>When I got home that evening, the house was spotless. The floors were clean, the counters and sinks were clean, and all the laundry was done and folded. There was also $40 missing from my drawer, which I had kind of expected. I figured she deserved it, and even considered leaving it out for her thinking she'd take it.<br><br>The next morning, I got an email from "Diane" (who I suspected was not really the girl I had emailed the day before) thanking me for the job, and asking if I needed any more work done. I told her I didn't, but I appreciated the offer.<br><br>For about a month, she sent me a few emails a week asking if I needed any help, and if I could find more work for her. I felt bad and didn't know what to say to her, I didn't want to be mean, so I kept politely telling her I didn't need anything and I'd call her if I did.<br><br>I never heard from her again, and its possible she's not even alive anymore.<br><br>Like I said, I'm not proud of what I did, and in hindsight I should have just given her the $90 if I was going to do that. Its better than trying to get her into my bed.