i’m in college and i stole food from my roommates for years.

i haven’t lived with my roommates for over a year now, but the guilt has been eating at me for years. My junior and senior years, i lived off campus with a few classmates. we all keep our food in the fridge and freezer, and we all have our own pantry. my one roommate always had really good food that i didn’t have enough money to buy. i never had enough money and never had access to a car until the end of my sophomore year, so i always relied on getting food delivered. so, i consistently ate her food. i never ate her frozen food, but i always ate her refrigerated food and snacks. i always made sure to never eat the food she left in her room in the fridge, but i always ate everything in the kitchen. she always had really good snacks and drinks i never had and my friends always had food i liked. the funniest thing that happened was when she asked me if i’d seen her hummus, and i said that it was in the trash, and she said that she’d just bought it, and i said that i’d thrown it away. she was gasping for air and saying that she couldn’t believe that i’d thrown it away and i just said that it was gross and tasted like grass. she always smelled like weed, so i just figured that the hummus was a cannabis product or something. she was beyond pissed at me and the entire house was pissed at me for wasting her food. she ended up telling me that she’d bought it from the grocery store and that she’d just put it in the fridge. i just said that i didn’t care and that i wouldn’t buy it again. i never ate the food again, but i do feel bad about it. i always ate her food and snacks and always drank her juice and drank her milk. i never drank her alcohol, but she never noticed that i always drank her drinks. i always felt bad, but never told her and never told anyone. i feel bad about it, but i just hope that she never found out. i feel bad that i was eating her food, but i’m glad that she never found out.<br><br>edit: i don’t condone this behavior, and we all had an agreement that we wouldn’t eat each other’s food. i do think that this is fuckery, and i don’t condone people in my life doing this now.<br><br>edit: i never knew how bad it was to do this, and i didn’t realize how fucked up this was. i didn’t realize that food was so expensive, but it is and i was taking advantage of her not having money.<br><br>edit: i didn’t realize how fucked up this was, and i didn’t realize how much food costs. i didn’t realize that food can be super expensive and i didn’t realize that it’s fucked up to steal food. i didn’t realize how expensive college was, and how expensive groceries can be. this was fucked up and i’m sorry that i did this.