I’ve been faking my orgasm

I’m a female. This is my confession. I’ve been faking my orgasm every time I have sex with my husband. It’s been 10 years, and I still can’t cum during the sex act and I feel like we’ve been trying everything. I feel like I need to fake it or make him feel like a total failure. The lies just gets me down.<br><br>Edit: Thank you, everyone. I’m going home after work today and talking to my husband. I’ll update when I can