I conspired and took pictures of my babysitter wearing no underwear and a see through shirt while she was sitting on my couch.

Hi. My babysitter "Becky" (not her real name) is a 21 year old girl who babysits for my kids. Shes been doing it for about 2 years and my wife and I have NEVER caught her doing anything wrong. However these types of girls always give me red flags. By "these types of girls" what I mean is a girl with the long, straight, blonde hair, petite, fake boobs, etc. They just always seem to have something not quite right in the head. So one day I was talking to my friend and I mentioned this to him and he was like "make her send you some nudes, homie." So I messaged her one day on Facebook and just started talking about random stuff. She seemed pretty normal and intelligent, so once we got chatting I decided to throw in some sexual inappropriateness. I said "hey so just to let you know how things are gonna be, I'm gonna need daily pictures of you in your underwear as my babysitting fee." I thought she would remove me from Facebook friends or something but instead she just wrote back "okay" so I was like "whoa." Since then its been 2 months of her sending me these pictures, and its gotten progressively sexier and sexier each time.<br><br>Well I got a bonus at work this last year so with my wife and I's money saved up we bought a house in Northern Minnesota in a "rural" neighborhood just as a get away for the family to spend some time to get out of the city. We just closed on it last week so this last weekend my wife took the kids to their grandparents for the weekend and said shes gonna spend the weekend at the mall with her friends getting food, going shopping, getting her hair done, etc. but really shes going to have some affair with some guy she met. I know this, Ive known this for years but whatever. So this was the perfect opportunity for me to take "Becky" to our cabin and get her to send me some "real" nudes and just see how things go from there. So I messaged her and was like "hey girl, I need a babysitter for the weekend, you in?" And she said yes. I was like "whoa didn't expect her to say yes that fast" so I was stoked. So she agreed and I took her to the cabin and when we started driving I was like "oh shit, what am I gonna talk about for this long?" So I just started talking about random things and she seemed pretty cool, I was actually really starting to get turned on by her. She had on this really short see through black shirt so I could see her whole boobs, and a skirt with no underwear so I could see her whole ass. I was like "fuck, did she know this whole thing was a trap?" But at the same time I really didn't care, I was actually really enjoying her company and she had a really cool attitude. So we got to the cabin and its just my little 2 bedroom house but she was impressed that I was able to afford it. I showed her around and we went to the bedroom and I showed her the bed she was gonna sleep in. I was like "oh shit, what do I tell her?" so I just told her "listen, the only way your gonna be sleeping here is if youre naked." She was like "okay, that sounds good." And I was like shit, I didn't think that would happen. So that night were hanging out and Ive got a few bottles of wine and I was drinking them but she doesn't drink. So I convinced her and she only had a little bit, but I could tell she was already tipsy so I was like "fuck yeah." So we sat on the couch and were watching tv and I put my arm around her and was grabbing her boob and she didn't care. I stood up and walked over to the tv and turned it off and grabbed her hand and took her to the bedroom. I shut the door and was like "listen, take off your clothes or else get out." So she took them off, struggled a bit getting them off but eventually took them off. She had on a little thong and a see through bra so I was like "wow." So I shut the door and was like "you know what, Im gonna go downstairs and get some more alcohol for her so she goes through with this." I went to the liquor store and bought a bottle of Jaeger and brought it back to the house. She didn't drink it at first but eventually started drinking it and I could tell she was fucked up so I took her back upstairs. I shut the door and I just started grabbing at her. Doing whatever I wanted to her. At one point she said "no" but I just looked at her and kept doing what I was doing and said "no isnt an option, bitch." and she went along with it. I grabbed her phone and took pictures of her on the windowsill with her legs spread and her exposing herself, then I took pictures of her sitting on the couch with her spread open. I had her give me a blowjob and then I had sex with her afterwards. The next day I woke up to her throwing up all over the carpet. She was so fucked up she didnt even remember doing any of the things we did so I was like "hahah fuck you bitch, you couldn't handle your liquor." I told her "you owe me 500 bucks for the carpet or I have all your pictures." and she didnt say anything. Now looking back on it I feel bad. She was actually a nice girl, better than I thought. I feel like I could have been a better guy and not done it but fuck. I really hope she doesn't commit suicide over this. Oh well, fuck it.