I've been high for over a year and I feel like I've found a new dimension

Out of the 20 years I've been high, I've been sober for maybe 10 minutes compared to the time I've spent on this planet high. I literally feel like a completely different person. I don't know who I am sober, I don't like it. I will continue to get high and do my thing, and I won't let anyone bring me down.<br><br>Edit: Wow, thanks for the support and real talk. I appreciate the concern as well, and I'm aware I'm a mess and have been for a very long time. I will get sober one of these days. Until then, I'm just here to vibin' with my alien homies.<br><br>Update: I've been sober for almost 15 minutes now. Thanks for the love and support <3