I lied to my mom about having sex for the first time

When I was 13 years old, my mom asked me if I had ever had sex before. I had not. I was a virgin. I did not want my mom to know that I was a virgin because I was afraid she would think I was weird or something. So I told her that I had sex with a girl when I was around 11 or 12 years old. I knew it was a lie, but I did not think it was a big deal.<br><br>After telling her that, she asked me if I was scared or uncomfortable when I did it. I admitted that I was a little scared. I told her that I thought it was a little weird at first, but I got used to it. I also told her that I felt good and that it was a really good first time. I remember telling her that it was a little bit like having a really long and hard poop, but that it felt good in a different way.<br><br>After having that conversation with my mom, she started treating me like an adult and not like a kid anymore. She started talking to me like I was her friend. She started asking me for advice and telling me about her relationship with my stepdad. I felt happy and relieved that she treated me like that because I was afraid she would think I was weird or immature.<br><br>I have never told my mom that I lied. I think she knows, but she has never told me that she knows so I never brought it up. I do not think she would care. But I still think about it.