I Lured a Homeless Woman to My House, Hoping To Fuck Her

At the time, I was a socially isolated, lonely, chubby, ugly boy with no friends or social skills. I never went outside much except to go to school and sometimes to go to a mall with my parents on weekends. I always felt like I was on my own and responsible for myself, that my life didn't really matter to anyone except for me.<br><br>I spent a lot of time alone in my bedroom, where I played video games, surfed the internet, masturbated, and smoked weed. One day, while browsing a classified ads website, I met a homeless woman in her late 30s. She was the type of person who was usually ignored in public spaces, who had to panhandle for coins to survive, and who had "gimme-gimme" written all over her face.<br><br>I knew she was desperate and would do anything for a place to sleep or even something to eat, so I started chatting with her. I lied to her, telling her that I had inherited my grandparents' large house after they passed away. I said it was empty and that she was welcome to come live with me for free, but I made it clear that the only condition was that she would have to let me fuck her whenever I wanted.<br><br>At first, she hesitated and asked for my address, saying she wanted to meet me in person to make sure I wasn't a weirdo. I agreed, and we set up a time to meet at a grocery store. When I got there, she looked even worse than I had imagined. She had no idea how to interact with people, was clearly high on something, and had a weird way of speaking. I remember her being dirty, smelly, and very thin.<br><br>She asked me if I wanted to fuck her in my car, but I told her no, that I preferred to do it at home. So I drove her to my house, which was a small shitty apartment I was renting with my sister. We went inside, and she immediately started looking around for anything valuable to steal. At one point, she went into the bathroom for what felt like an eternity and didn't come out.<br><br>When she finally came out, she asked if I had any "stuff," but I told her no because I wasn't dumb, I knew she was a junkie. Then she said something weird, like, "You want to be with me?" I said yes, and she asked if I was sure because "you're a nice boy." I said yes again, and the next thing I know, she's on her knees blowing me.<br><br>After that, we went to my bedroom, and we had sex. I was so nervous that I came in less than a minute. I was so focused on my own pleasure that I didn't even ask if she wanted to use protection or anything. I was just a selfish asshole who didn't care about her feelings or well-being.<br><br>The next morning, my sister came home from work and found the homeless woman in our apartment, eating our food and wearing my clothes. My sister freaked out and kicked her out, but not before calling me a loser and a piece of shit. I was so ashamed and humiliated, and my sister never let me hear the end of it.<br><br>Looking back, I realize how messed up it was to take advantage of someone in such a vulnerable position. I was young and stupid, but that's no excuse. I feel bad for what I did, and I hope she's doing better now.