I stole something using fake prescription

I’m so sorry to do this I don’t know why I’m doing this I’m so sorry I just don’t care I think I’m little depressed but I don’t know and I’m so sorry repeat it again and again <br>I stole so many not small amount of drugs that was use for ptsd and adhd and something using fake prescription and I don’t even need it because I’m not sick I just do it for fun I don’t know why and I’m so sorry and I did this so many times I don’t know how much drugs I stole I don’t even take them I just hide them in my room not to throw them all idk and I’m so sorry and I did this for like 1 year or more and I’m so sorry I don’t know why I’m doing this I just don’t care maybe because I’m so bored and I’m so sorry I repeat it again and again I’m so sorry <br>I’m so sorry