I once thought I was an alien at a time in my life were i was disgusted of myself and i wanted to die.

This is my first post in this confessions at chamber, my first time posting here. <br><br>After reading a few on this sub, I thought of the story of my younger brother. <br>This was back in the 90s, at that time were my brother thought he was an alien sent to earth to observe my parents on how they raised me (they knew my brother was delusional). They even read up on my parents on how to handle children with this kind of disorder. <br><br>Back then, i was depressed by a lot of things, i felt like i was disgusted by myself and i felt like a failure. I was just a teenager back then, at the time i thought i was an alien, sent to earth to observe my parents at how they raised me because i thought i was disgusting to them. <br><br>I thought my brother and i had the same disgusted feeling, but it was on ourselves. <br><br>One time, i thought of killing myself and at the time, my parents were outside doing some chores. My brother did not know what to do, he told our older aunt about my plan, my aunt called my parents on how i was acting. My dad told my aunt to get me to sleep and then my parents gave us older siblings the task to get my parents on how to handle me. <br><br>Afterwards, i still thought i was disgusting to everyone. All of my older siblings were put on the task to read up on parents on how to raise me. <br><br>Sad to say, i never told my parents and my siblings on how i felt. I shut myself off and i spent my whole childhood alone. <br><br>That was the story of my brother, but it was on myself.