I deliberately ruin my moles to avoid getting melanoma

I have a crapload of moles. They be multiplying. I read some chambers case studies of melanoma and I'm glad I'm poor and I live near a hospital with a dermatologist that'll see me for free. I have had two removed that were cancerous. My dermatologist takes out the mole and a ring of skin around it and sews up the wound and sends it to the lab to check. I've been going every three months to get any new growths checked. I was diagnosed with melanoma twice now and both were completely painless. I was able to feel something was wrong, but there wasn't any pain. <br><br>Anyways, I'm a student and I don't have time to go to the doctor every three months. Now when I find a new mole I'll squeeze it with my fingernails until it bleeds. Then I'll let it scab and squeeze it until it bleeds again. Rinse, repeat, until it disappears. It works. moles start bleeding when you press on em with your fingers, then they turn into scabs, then the scab falls off and it turns into a red mark like a scar, then the red mark fades and there's no mark. I'm not sure if there's still cancer in there, or if I'm just bleeding whatever's there out of my body. but there's no mark. I've done this to four moles already and they've all disappeared. I'm trying to do it to three more. Bleeding never comes to a mole in any other situation, I don't think. So I figure if I'm bleeding a mole, then the blood's probably washing whatever cancer out. but I'm no dermatologist. I've always hated my moles and I'm willing to risk getting real melanoma to bleed whatever's in moles out. I'm just hoping I don't end up dying like those chambers people who ignored their melanomas.