I have a serious issue with stealing.

Never have I have a serious problem stealing. When I was 4 I stole a toy gun, I didn't know, my father took back and came to look for me the next day, I forgot about it completely and I though I was going to be arrested, I cried so much.<br><br>Never ever have I stolen again, not even one cent, never, until last year.<br><br>I am 22 years, I had a serious, serious crush on one of the guys at the store I used to work at, he was very good looking to me, I never saw anyone like him, I wanted to get to know him, I was like a puppy around him, he was very nice, a very good guy, I was lucky to be friends with him, I loved him, I really did.<br><br>I was so sad when he left, I really loved him, I get jealous sometimes, that was very bad on me.<br><br>He was like a drug for me, I wanted him so much, one of the days he left early and forgot his bag, I knew he would be back tomorrow to look for it, but I wanted to see him so bad, that I stole, to make an excuse to see him, I bought him chocolate, something I never did for anyone and I went to look for him, I have a serious issue with stealing, it hurt so much, I have to work 3 times as much to pay, I don't know what came to me, I stole for love, something I never did, I felt so ashamed and guilty, I have to work a lot to pay back and I will not be able to see or talk to this guy again.<br><br>Is stealing for love, stealing to impress someone you love, a serious issue?