I pressured my wife into getting an abortion.

I have been wracked with guilt for years now and I desperately need to get this off my chest. 3 years prior to my wife and I getting married we found out she was pregnant. <br><br>At the time I had a mistress and was scared that once our child was born my mistress would leave me. <br><br>I begged and pleaded with my wife to abort the baby so that I wouldn’t lose my mistress. She was so against it but eventually I convinced her by threatening to leave if she didn’t abort the baby.<br><br>It’s been 8 years since the abortion and I haven’t been able to look either woman in the eye since.