I have found myself in the house of my crush and I am the only one that knows

I (28f) have been crushing on a guy (26M) for some time and I am not a the best with words so I found myself in a situation where I can be helping him and I said yes because he asked me I really wanted to be closer to him and in the house.<br>I am a cleaning lady in a huge house near me and have been working there for the past 4 years<br>I was never in a relation ship because I am shy but this guy is very special.<br>I have never found myself in this situation before.<br>I usually work 5 days a week but that time the owner gave me a week off and told me to never come back to his house because he traveled and his brother will live in the house and I was given 2 months pay as my compensation and he traveled and gave me the keys and told me to never come back because his brother will hire someone else that he knows.<br>I was given the keys to give it to the contractor that will do some work in the house.<br>I was told to give the keys to the contractor after 1 week and the contractor came to the house at night and I gave him the keys and he asked me to stay.<br>I never saw him before all I knew that his brother will live with him but maybe he was needing someone to show him around the house because it is huge and I already know the house so I stayed.<br>He changed a lot from the time I saw him 1 year ago he was my contractor's brother and he was always around I really liked him but he was not single at that time but now he is.<br>He was very happy to see me and asked if I could stay and help him to find everything in the house and I didn't want to leave him ever.<br>He told me everything in the house and told me that I can use everything and that he will pay me to be around him.<br>He told me that he broke up with his gf before he came and he was so glad that I am there with him and he really likes me and the way I am just a very kind person that have no friends and my social skills are very low.<br>I was very happy because he was very nice to me and told me that he loved me because I was there for him and he wants me to stay with him.<br>I told him that my feelings were very strong for him and he was very happy to hear that.<br>He told me that he wants to be with me but I didn't know if he was telling the truth or just being nice.<br>He told me that he wants to change everything in the house and he needs my advice because he knows that I know him better and he told me that he needs my help and he can't do that without my help.<br>He was very nice and told me that he never felt that way towards anyone before maybe he was telling the truth maybe it was lust but all I know that I have never found myself in the situation ever.<br>He told me that he will buy me whatever I want and he will take me wherever I want to go but all I wanted was to stay with him.<br>I told him that I never had a boyfriend and I had no intimacy with anyone before.<br>I am a virgin and I don't know if he will like me.<br>He told me that he never been with a virgin before but he will do his best and he will be very nice to me because I am the person he loved.<br>He told me that he never felt that way towards anyone before but he never been with a virgin and he will do his best.<br>I was so happy and never imagined that I will be in that situation.<br>I don't know what I did to deserve that.<br>I really can't believe what is happening.<br>I feel like I'm dreaming.