Moral questions for me (20M) and my girlfriend (20F).

Hello!<br><br>So, I love curvy girls. I think they're the most beautiful thing. But my girlfriend isn't curvy. She's not skinny either. She's just a normal girl. I was reflecting on our relationship and I wondered if there was a problem between us that I willfully ignore because I don't want to lose her. I felt guilty for dating a skinny girl. You'll understand, I'm just a small guy who loves curvy women. Am I a fake curvy lover? Or am I still a true curvy lover because she's curvy in my heart? I love her, but she's not perfect and I feel guilty sometimes when we do something together. I think she's not the perfect curvy woman I always wanted. Some people tell me that there's nothing wrong with that because love is the key. But some people also tell me that I'm not being true to myself. I don't know what to think anymore. Is it okay to date someone who isn't my ideal, or am I betraying myself and my values?