Anyone else started dreading Summer

Each year i get more and more fat, so as summer approaches i started feeling dread as weather starts warming up and i know that Summer is not far-off. <br><br>When Summer comes, depending on where i am, i have to dress-off in minimal clothing, and my fat friends too, so i see myself as being the fattest of all, and i always make myself feel like shit. I feel more lonely, like the only ugly one, and the only one who remains a virgin.<br><br>And that makes me more self-loathing, i isolated myself from family and friends, i feel like i'm the only one who is so pathetic and lonely, when everyone seems to have a girl and etc.<br><br>Fall and Winter aren't that bad, even though i still hate going out wearing a sweater, but at least most people are dressed in thick clothes so i feel more at ease since i assume most of people i see are fat too.<br><br>&#x200B;