I woke up this morning to find out my husband of 13 years cheated on me.

"Come on, let's get up, I know you're tired, but we have to go to church".<br><br>I sleepily look at him, and I say "You know I'm a Buddhist, right?". Suddenly, I realize he's not my husband. I wake up and find myself crying, and I desperately miss him. But I remember, he's gone, he's been gone for 2 weeks now. It hurts so much. <br><br>I thought he was the love of my life, my best friend, my everything, why did he do this to me? I keep asking myself, what did I do wrong? I loved him. <br><br>He told me that angel went to church with him every Sunday, that she was a Christian. I can't believe it. He lied to me. <br><br>I feel alone, I have no one to call my own.