I'm scared to do anything out of fear I get rejected or something. Do you guys ever feel like this?

I'm so scared to do anything because I've never had a good looking person of the opposite sex be nice to me. I literally feel like they think I'm ugly and I've always had people like that. There's good looking people, and there's bad looking people and they do talk. I bet the good looking people are always complaining about how ugly everyone is<br><br>I had a black girl in a classroom call me a monkey. She was literally a cheerleader and the bully of the classroom. I just can't imagine how if I ever asked her out she would react. She called me a monkey literally. Also caused a scene and I gave her my snack and she went to sleep. Also I'm ugly as shit. In my whole life I had two girls I didn't even know ask me out. And one was a friend of a friend and she was literally my friends type and was obviously not interested in me. I mean I guess it's not that big of a deal but I feel so scared to do anything because I'm literally a hideous ugly guy and my whole life I've been a outcast. I'm so depressed and I don't know what to do. I'm literally an outcast everywhere I go to. I'm so scared man. I wish I could just do something. Can someone with experience please give me some advice on how I can try harder? Like seriously, I just want to be happy and I want other people to be happy but I'm scared that the more I try the more people will hate me. Or I will do something and no one will like me. Do you guys ever feel like this too? I'm so depressed and I don't know what to do. Or where to go from here.