You don't have to be homeless to be homeless

It never comes to my mind that I'm not actually homeless. I'm currently living in a 2 bedroom apartment and I'm only paying 289 dollars a month (I live in a small town). I have no nothing to show for myself except for a mediocre apartment and a dead end job. I'm just waiting from death now. <br><br>I have no friends, no money, and no family to just go back to if I need help. I can't even get a job to better myself because I have no skills and I'm not smart enough to be a software engineer. So all I have to do is wait for my inevitable death. The fact that I'm not homeless is not comforting to me when I have nothing in life except my basic needs met.