I think there are experiments going on.

First of all, my brother never even looked at me like that before. My dad is pretty racist, he worked as an engineer at IBM but now he has some pretty important and secretive job for the US government. As far as I know he's been stealing a lot of files from China and selling them to the US and he's been acting pretty shady for years and then I started investigating it myself earlier this year. I was reading about his company and how it was basically a front to steal Chinese technology and I was really skeptical about it but it was real. My dad was doing all of this and then it got exposed in May of this year. I was really confused about why they were letting him off so easy but then I realized that they were working together with the Chinese government.<br><br>So my dad was brought to these meetings and he was given what they called "these new heightened versions of psychedelics" basically they were alternatively making him angry, lustful, happy, excited but overall I think they were working on the lust part. I don't really know how I know all this but I just feel like I do. I know that they were working on the lust part because my dad started being very sexual to my mom when he wasn't acting out of character and angry and violent. <br><br>All of this happened in the span of 3 months and then my brother became really interested in me and I'm just starting to realize this now but I think he was also given psychedelics. My dad would say things like "oh yeah, I took this psychedelic and it really just made me feel happy, I'll take one more and I will really get in touch with my anger" and then he would flip and go on a whole tirade about how much he hated the Chinese. <br><br>I'm starting to feel like I was given this drug too because I never even liked my brother. I would never have looked at him like that but I feel this lust towards him. I think they're just messing with people and their perception of incest. It's all just very weird.