I honestly don’t know what’s worse between loneliness and grief.

I am actually more lonely when I’m around people I know then I am when I’m alone and it hurts so much. I feel alone everywhere I go even when I have people around me. It feels like I am dying inside and I don’t feel like even being around anyone, I feel like if I talk to anyone else I’ll just be a burden. I just feel like I’m living to get by and to survive but I don’t feel like I’m living for anything. I just feel so alone and like I have no one to talk to and it feels like the only thing I can do is hold it all in and it’s eating away at me.