P*rv and porn ruin your mind

I used to be addicted to porn and it made me think about sex during every conversation, every walk outside, every moment. I was chained to the moment I got off the bed, and the moment I back onto it. It was a terrible life. I didn’t care about p*rfinance and the art, I simply cared about masturbating and it was terrible. I never even finished one without masturbating. I had no self control. I dove straight back again and again, and it lasted for years, and I never even knew that I was miserable. It was terrible. I got hooked onto p*rn at 11 when I found a computer inside a dumpster, and I didn’t stop watching until I was 20. At that time I was already on the verge of doing something big. It stopped me from hanging out with my friends because I was afraid of running out of time to masturbate. It made me hate myself because of my addiction. It made me hate myself because I always needed to masturbate. I was in a trip, an addict. I went to college and I couldn’t even finish doing homework because I was constantly thinking about masturbation. I have wasted years just masturbating. Years, gone.<br><br>Which is why I’m a little surprised when the people on this website that hate porn are also the most addicted to it. If you can’t get rid of an addiction, that’s your issue. But you must get rid of it, simply because it is the first step to living a better life.