First time in my life I was able to satisfy my need for dick pics

So I'm a 30 year old straight woman and I've been considering myself demisexual for the past two years. I've never had a sexual relationship and the last couple of times I've had sex I've just laid there hoping it would be over because I was so bored and tired of it. <br><br>My whole life I've had this need for dick pics. Sometimes it's so strong and I get extremely horny and can't focus on anything else until I get one. I'd trade nudes or ask dick pics to dick pics beggars in Telegram chat just so I could see a dick. I'd even do this with a headset on while I'm busy and I didn't wanna see a face dick pic. <br><br>I had a one night stand this weekend. It was weird, but the guy wanted to be exclusive and start a relationship, so we had sex. I had no sexual attraction towards him. I was just bored and that didn't help. But I was able to satisfy my need for dick pics. I saw a dick, I'm not horny anymore. I feel like myself again. I feel like my demisexuality is gone. <br><br>For years I thought I just wanted just dick pictures, but in reality I wanted to see a dick in real life.