I went to the hospital because of crippling pain and discovered something that watches us all.

So this just happened today. I woke up with a shitload of pain in my right side of my stomach. I thought I ate something bad, so I tried to throw up, but that didn't help. The pain got worse, and I decided to get the fuck to the hospital. I thought I was gonna die, and I was in such a hurry of getting my ass there that I feared I could've gotten a ticket from speeding just to get to the hospital. <br><br>I got there and took a shitload of tests, and of course, I was fucking nervous that I was gonna die. I wanted to ask the doctor if I could die, but I didn't want to know because I thought of my mom. I didn't want to find out the day I had to tell her I was gonna die. Thankfully, I didn't, but something else happened. I won't bore you with all the details of the doctor telling me this and that, but the doctors were saying I could go home, and they even said that I could eat, but I thought I should wait until the pain went away. So I went to the waiting room of the hospital, which was empty, and there were these vending machines. I didn't want to eat, but I wanted a fucking soda. I was thirsty as fuck, so I got two sodas, one for me, and one for my mom, and I sat in the waiting room reading a book and sipping the soda. <br><br>Then I heard the door behind me open, so I looked and there was one of the doctors. I thought he was gonna talk to me, but he didn't. He went to a room behind the vending machines that I didn't even notice. The door was a big metal door, and I guess you had to be a doctor to have the keys to get in because it wouldn't open. The doctor put in the keys, and of course, I'm wondering what the hell is that room. Even reading my book, I couldn't help but still be curious about that room.<br><br>So I went to the doctor and talked to her. I said I'm curious, what is that room over there? She seemed a little weirded out, but she was nice and said they call it the observatory. It's where we can look over the world and watch people. <br><br>I was fucking dumbfounded. I couldn't find any words to say. I had so many questions. If I didn't, then there was something wrong with me. She asked me if I wanted to come in because she said she was going in there anyway. I said yes, and the doctor opened the door. As you can imagine, I was excited. It wasn't really an observatory because there was no telescope, but there was a huge ass screen, and you could see the world. You could see inside peoples homes, you could see people's cars, you could see people's minds. <br><br>I asked her what the hell this was, and she said that they didn't know. They just found it one day, and they decided to use it because they could figure out what diseases you had, and no one knew of it elsewhere. I didn't believe her, but I didn't care. This was amazing, and of course, she let me test it out. I went to my house, and this was weird as fuck because I could see my empty house and my grandma. She was a sweet lady, and she was just watching TV and knitting. Then I went to my mom's car. She was already off of work, and she was driving to the hospital to get me. The doctor said we could even hear what she was saying if we turned up the volume, and she was talking to herself, which was no surprise. She did that all the time. It was weird as hell, and I couldn't believe this, but It was cool nonetheless. <br><br>I finally decided to go the ending of a movie, and if you ever seen the movie Shrek, then you know of the ending, and you see Shrek and Fiona's wedding. So I went to that and sure enough, there they were. Now I was wondering about dead people, and if I could see them or not, so I decided to go to my dad. He died when I was 6, so I was a little hesitant at first because he was gonna be my age. I told the doctor I wanted to go to him, and she asked when, and I of course told her I wanted to see my age. She was a little weirded out again, but she said okay. <br><br>So she pressed a bunch of buttons, and sure enough, there he was. He was 14, and getting ready for school. I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. I felt both, and I felt like crying because I had never cried about him before. I felt like crying because I finally saw him again. I was about to cry, and the doctor said we had to go. I wanted to stay, but I knew I had to leave. I left, and I got my mom. I didn't say anything because I knew that this had to be a secret. I didn't want the doctor to get in trouble, so I kept it to myself as my mom asked me what was wrong, and I said nothing. <br><br>I didn't want to tell her that I saw dad. I didn't want to tell her that I saw her wedding with him. I didn't want to see her cry, and I didn't want to cry. I just fucking left, and when we went home, I went to my room, and I wrote this. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't want to say anything. <br><br>So I didn't, and now you guys know. So that is that.