I’ve always been conflicted about becoming a mother, and now that I’m pregnant, I don’t know what to do.

I’m 22 years old. I always knew I’d become a mother one day, because my faith commands me to.<br><br>I’ve never felt confident in my parenting abilities. I get extremely frustrated and feel exhausted and irritated around screaming kids. I get really anxious about the thought of having to care for another human being, and I’ve always felt that something is missing in me when it comes to motherhood.<br><br>My fiancé and I are expecting a child. I’m not happy to be pregnant. I’ve convinced myself to be happy, but I really want an abortion. I’m terrified of telling my family and my husband about this because I know how disappointed and angry they’ll be.<br><br>I feel like I’m failing everyone, and I don’t know what to do.