Apologize for what?

Apologize for what? I have never written a post here before. I wrote about my job and someone said something nasty about me. Well that's okay. I'm not used to writing. I'll write clearly now. When I say I'm a freelance model, I mean I'm a freelance model. I don't earn much but I earn enough. I do have a lot of free time. And freelance really means freelance. I don't work long days but I really don't consider what I do work. It's fun to me. I have a hobby and I get paid for it. I love modeling. But I don't really do much of it. Most of my time is used on other things. I'm not very good at my job. I don't charge much. But I have fun. I love modeling. And I get paid for it. I feel very lucky. I get to spend my time on what I want. I don't have to spend my time on what I don't want. I don't have to work hard to earn a living. I am a freelance model. I have written this so maybe you will understand me better. I don't want to be mean.