If you used to be a white supremacist/redneck or racist, do you ever think back on the shitty things you used to think and say?

I was heavily influenced by my coworkers to be a racist and I'm now ashamed of the shitty things I used to say, I've never said anything racist in front of a black person but I did call my friend a "spic" before. He isn't even hispanic, but he does have brown skin. I don't mean to make excuses for myself, I just want to know if this has happened to anyone else.<br><br>Edit:<br><br>Wow, this got a lot more popular than I thought it would. I'm happy that everyone's trying to make better of themselves :)