I AM so sick of this fucking pandemic

I feel like I've been jobless for 2 years now and everything is fucking closed and all the attractions and the places I wanna visit are so fucking closed and it's all because of a fucking virus. I just want it to fucking end already, even if that's gonna cost me my fucking life, idc anymore, because I don't love this fucking life anymore, all I feel is fucking loneliness and fucking boredom.