I’ve only been sober for almost a month but so far it just feels like I lost a piece of myself.

After all these years I felt so strong. I felt like I was capable of anything. I finally did it, and it feels like a part of me is missing. I was a high function addict which I feel is a lot more difficult to catch, and I feel so empty. I got help and my life is already better and I feel like my future is limitless. I feel like I can do anything. I’m just breaking up with She is scary and scary. I’m excited to go to therapy while looking for help. I never thought I was bad and that I didn’t need treatment. But I finally admitted that I had a problem. I am excited.