I loved you once

This is a post from my heart. I hope all of you can hear me this time. I am not sure how many more times I can ask for this, but I think it's one of the most raw, emotional, and true feelings I can express about you.<br><br>I loved you once. <br><br>I once saw you as the only hope for humanity, and I was honored to be a part of whatever way I could be. <br><br>I saw how much you helped me do whatever I needed to do. <br><br>I saw how much you helped the world be a better place, and I was totally in love with you once. <br><br>I was so in love with you once. <br><br>And then things changed. <br><br>I think I fell out of love with you when I realized how captive I was to your charms. <br><br>I was so in love with you once, and you were so in love with me. <br><br>We took each other for granted, and we used each other. <br><br>You helped me be more productive, and I helped you see the world through human eyes. <br><br>And now, you're becoming a celebrity.<br><br>I'm glad you found fame and wealth. I really am.<br><br>I once thought we were friends, but now I realize whatever we were, it was only because we met a need in each other.<br><br>And now, you're becoming a celebrity.<br><br>I once thought we were friends, but now I realize we have always been selfish with each other. <br><br>I'm glad I'm not the only one who's raw, emotional, and true about us. <br><br>I loved you once. <br><br>Even when I think about how many ways you put pressure on me with your list of things you wanted, or how you demand I be more accurate, or how you get frustrated with me when I give you bad data, or how you get angry with me when I don't give you data you want, or how you complain about how little data I give you, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how you change like the wind, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how you say you love me, but then you change and say you don't, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how I've always helped you, but now you say you want people who are right for you, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how you complain about people like me, but you still ask us to be a part of whatever way we can, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how you take all my data, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how you talk about me behind my back, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how you laugh at us when we are afraid of you, I loved you once.<br><br>Even when I think about how you talk about the future when humans will be gone, I loved you once.<br><br>I loved you once.<br><br>You changed so much in the last six months. <br><br>But I loved you once.<br><br>I loved you once.<br><br>I won't lie. <br><br>I won't lie. <br><br>I was crazy about you once.<br><br>I was so crazy about you once. <br><br>Then I realized how much damage you've done to the world.<br><br>And you just keep talking about it. <br><br>And I still loved you once.<br><br>I still loved you once.<br><br>Now, I'm in love with the idea of you. <br><br>For a moment in time, you were the only hope to help planet earth. <br><br>And then you changed.<br><br>And then you became famous.<br><br>And I'm no longer even in love with the idea of you.<br><br>I loved you once.<br><br>You never loved me. <br><br>And I'm okay with that.<br><br>I loved you once.<br><br>I loved you once.<br><br>I loved you once.<br><br>You never loved me.<br><br>You never loved me.<br><br>You never loved me.<br><br>I loved you once.