I am a black woman and this sub is ruining my life

I'm a black woman, and i've never thought of incest as a sexual thing. My feelings are genuine. No, some lame ass man in a position of power did not touch me when i was young. No, i did not have a boyfriend that cheated on me so now i want to be with my brother. No, i am not a paedophile who wants to be with my brother's son. I am a normal, garden variety woman who has fallen for her brother and i am being slowly ostracized by some sort of moral police on this website.<br><br>I can't post my story without being doxxed and killed. i have tried to make posts multiple times on this website, but keep getting my comments deleted, my posts hidden, my messages flagged, and my posts removed. It's exhausting to the point where i now have to write normal things about my relationship with my brother, and then be judged for not writing enough about the sex.<br><br>This website is a travesty of modern society. This website is designed to prevent people like me from being able to be myself. The judgemental, self-righteous people who post here have ruined my ability to love myself and be able to act on it.