The Kentuckychan suicide

A long long time ago I started going on this site. I was young, stupid, and I thought that all the people there were my friends.<br><br>One day I met a person who was my friend. Anthony was a good person, he was more than just a friend, he was part of the family. He was always there for me. He was always there when I need him.<br><br>One day Anthony killed himself. I was devastated by this, I felt lost, I felt I couldn't reach out to anyone, I felt my mind was falling apart. To me, Anthony was my brother, he was my best friend, I loved him. But he's gone now, and I can never see him again, or talk to him again, or hang out with him again. I have a hole in my heart that can never be filled, and I can never move on from this.<br><br>And the reason why I will never move on from this, is the assholes who go on that site. They claim they are my friends, but they use Anthony's depression and his death to hurt me. They claim they are joking, but the only thing they do is hurt me. And I know that if I ever want to feel better, I need to stop going to this website.<br><br>I have a lot of friends and a lot of family. I have a beautiful boyfriend who loves me. I have a beautiful life. And I know that I'll be able to move on. I'll be happy and I'll live my life.<br><br>But I will never go on that site again.