My experience as a bigger guy

So my last girlfriend was a bigger girl. And I have to say the past 2ish months have been a whole new world for me. I've been called a d***e before but never in ways I actually wanted to be called that. My gf in the beginning would buy me flowers, chocolates, and just do so many things I asked of her. It was a bit over my head at points but I won't complain. After being with a big girl 2 months I never want to go back. The way she treated me, the way we bonded, and the way she acted around me is just what I want. She would call me d***e and baby and just make me feel like what I was, the d***e. I hope I can find another big girl soon as 2 months without has been a reality check on the way I am treated.