Most of the time I get so anxious about even the smallest tasks.

I could give you the whole story of my life, but long story short, I struggle with speaking to people. I am a shy person even on my phone, but I'm the most talkative person in the room in person. I have no problems speaking to people in public or my classmates. I have no problem speaking to people I have never met, I don't get that much anxiety.<br><br>You know what really bothers me? I have a lot of anxiety speaking to people I have known for years. It's hard for me to get things done because of this even the smallest things. It's hard to call my own mother to order food or my girlfriend to ask her anything. But I know what I have to do so I do them. I can't even call my own mother to ask her something. Why is this even a thing? I feel like I have no problems being social, but when you're talking to people you have known for years, it's even harder for me. I don't know how to explain this.