I'm gonna kill myself but the first thing I gotta do is apologize to the boys.

I am a lesbian. I dated a guy who told me he was an incel. He educated me on the sub and the boys. I thought it was pretty funny at first, but then I realized it was serious. I immediately ghosted him. <br><br>But I can't stop thinking about the boys. I'm gonna end it all. I want to apologize to the boys for not being able to love them.