I have never felt so lonely in my life now as a stay at home mom.

I still work online classes but if I wasn’t able to I would lose my mind. My husband leaves for work at 6 am and I’m left to an infant and a toddler. I have two and they were 13 months apart. I never ever get any help. I used to work out everyday and now I’m just over 200 lbs because I have zero time to work out now. My husband thinks I can just work out after they go to sleep but after a long day and my kids get to bed at 8 I’m just exhausted and I just wanna sleep. <br><br>I have no help. I go grocery shopping by myself with two kids. It takes me hours because I try to make sure that they are fed and that we don’t go at nap time. My husband never gets up on the weekends so I’m on my own all week. He always tells me he doesn’t get time off to sleep in. <br><br>I need help so badly. I don’t know how I’m managing on my own but I am. My kids are fed, bathed, and happy. But I’m not. I feel like I’m an afterthought. My husband doesn’t even care that I’m overweight. I used to love to hike and go to the gym and now I do zero of that now. I just don’t have time now. I barely have time to brush my hair. <br><br>I’m crying as I write this because I am just so unhappy and I don’t know where to get help. I’ve asked my husband to pick up the kids so I can go to class at the gym and he says no. I keep telling him I’m unhappy but he says that this is life. What kind of man doesn’t care if his wife is unhappy?