I am a writer (36F) for a popular fanfiction website. I wrote fanfics in this fictional universe for 4 years (from 19 to 23 years old). I stopped writing at 23, feeling guilty about wasting my time in life.

I am a writer (36F) for a popular fanfiction website. I wrote fanfics in this fictional universe for 4 years (from 19 to 23 years old). I stopped writing at 23, feeling guilty about wasting my time in life. <br><br>I got married at 25 and had three kids of 10, 8 and 6 years old. <br><br>I have a successful career in corporate law. I am the breadwinner. My husband doesn't work because he has (serious) health problems. I work full-time, take care of the kids and do all the housework, while taking care of him. <br><br>Despite the challenges, I am very happy. My life is rewarding and I am grateful to have such an understanding man in my life. <br><br>I am a good mother, have a loving relationship with my children and they always mention how proud they are of me for managing to tackle everything I do. I am able to spend quality time with them, while getting my work done efficiently. <br><br>One of the things I usually do with them is involve them in my work. I am a very good writer and I read them stories I create (this include fanfics) with the characters they are fond of. They love it. They have (lively) discussions about the story and share their ideas. I am very happy to see them so excited about the stories. I wish I could spend more time with them, maybe participate in the things they love like other parents, but I am happy that at least I could take the time to create something for them. <br><br>I never hid the fact that I am a creative person with hobbies and they know (and are proud) of my fanfics. <br><br>Out of curiosity, my children started to read my fanfics and their cousins/friends have approached me about it. <br><br>I was originally concerned about it because the universe is not for kids. I don't mention any mature themes, but it's still an adult universe with a lot of violence and the plot is complex. However, the kids were enthusiastic about it and they know I don't write mature content, so I figured it wouldn't be a problem. I was also happy they are interested in my creative hobbies. <br><br>It was a big mistake. <br><br>I got a call from my mother out the blue asking me “what the hell am I doing encouraging the kids to read my “kinky stories”?” She couldn’t believe that I was okay with it. She went on a rant that I wasn’t an good example as a mother and that I am being irresponsible. <br><br>When I got home, I asked my husband about it and he said our nephew mentioned the fanfics to his mother (my sister) and she mentioned it to my mother. Apparently, both are mortified about it. I assumed they had read (or at least seen) the stories. My sister had mentioned the stories were “kinky” and my mother was adamant in her accusation. <br><br>I am fucking livid. My sister knows better. I am a good mother. I love my children and I have always sacrificed for them. My fanfics are not “kinky”. I don’t remember even writing a kiss. <br><br>Now I am concerned. I don’t like confrontations and I am afraid of “family meetings” about this subject. I don’t want to discuss my fanfics with anyone. They are just fanfics, I didn’t have the time to write originals. They are not even very good. I don’t see any reason why I should even be judged for this. <br><br>What is your take on this situation? <br><br>Tldr: I wrote fanfics for 4 years. I got married and had kids. They got interested in my fanfics (which are not mature). My family got upset about it and started a mess.