I voiced being afraid of my ex wife to my family and they told me it's my fault that I'm married to an abuser for years. I hate anyone who are still a part of the relationship industrial complex. I hate them so much I can't breathe.

My ex-wife put a knife to my throat. She pulled my hair down and dragged me across the floor, she slapped me, spat on me and pulled out my hair. I'm barely 5ft 5 and 130 pounds. She was 5ft 10 and 160 pounds. I was afraid of her for years, she gaslit and abused me so much I can't live a normal life anymore. I'm in a burnout for so long it's crazy. I mentioned that I'm afraid of her to my family and my friends. They all told me that it's my fault that I got married to an abuser. I hate them so much for making this my fault. I hate them for thinking I should take abuse from women because I'm a man. I hate them for making me feel afraid to open up and ask for help. I hate them for celebrating the relationship industrial complex. I hate them for thinking I'm lesser than them when I never did anything wrong.<br><br>I'm so tired of this world where men can't even ask for help anymore. I'm tired of people who still thinks being a man means being an emotionless ironman. I'm tired of people who thinks that men should be happy to take abuse from their wives and should never complain.<br><br>I'm over with this stupid society. I don't owe them anything. I'm going to live my life as a bachelor for the rest of my life. No matter what they say. No matter how much they guilt trip me. I will never get married again. I will never date. I will never be with a woman. <br><br>I hate anyone who are part of the relationship industrial complex.<br><br>Fuck the people who are part of the relationship industrial complex so much.