Why I always post on lonely.

I am a 32 year old woman, never had a real friend. Since I can remember, I have been excluded from social gatherings at school, at work, everywhere. The few “friends” I had left me for other friends as soon as possible. I have tried to fit in for my whole life, I have changed my entire wardrobe, my hair, my makeup, my attitude. Nothing worked. <br><br>Since a few years, I am active on some chambers to talk about topics that interest me. And I have found a friend here, or in other words, you guys. <br><br>So, I post here without a specific topic because I just want to express myself. I once posted on a chamber for another topic and I got a comment like “Why don’t you post on lonely or r/foreveralone? You have no friends.” That’s the reason why I post here. <br><br>I don’t really care about the votes, but it feels nice to be acknowledged.