I hate my autistic brother

I never wanted to admit this to anyone, even myself. But I genuinely think I hate my autistic brother. He’s severely autistic and is extremely destructive and violent and I just can’t cope anymore. I want him gone and I want my parents to send him to a care facility and give him the treatment and care he needs. And I hate myself even more for thinking like this, I know how hard it must be for them and I know that my youngest brother is going through some tough stuff at the moment but I’m sick and I want it to end. I don’t even care if I don’t have a relationship with him anymore, I don’t want anything to do with him. I’ve always been protective of him and been there for him but I just can’t cope anymore.