I am a lonely girl

I am a lonely girl, I am a lonely woman. How can we be lonelier today than we were five years ago? We all seem to be lonelier. I am lonely too. I am afraid of being alone. Why am I telling you this? I have no answer. I am afraid of many things. I sometimes think about a thousand things. I can't sleep at night. I don't want to live this way. But it's difficult. I'm looking for a solution, but I don't know what I'm looking for. I am afraid of loneliness. I am afraid of death. I am afraid of life. I don't know anything.