How would you feel if your wife says she doesn't want you to get a boyfriend?

I've been married for almost 12 years, but recently I realized that I might be bi or pan. I haven't had a chance to explore my feelings yet, but I told my wife about them. She's been supportive and says that she loves me no matter what. I told her that I might want to explore my feelings and find a boyfriend, but she says she doesn't want that.F37 M36