i have a crush on my stepbrother but it's a little complicated. He's a professional porn star and porn Director

i'll go straight to the point. I'm a 14 year old girl (f) and my brother is 17 (m) he's a professional porn actor and porn Director. He's also bisexual. He's a top for men and a top for women and sometimes a bottom. He frankly doesn't care about gender and that's a part of why I like him.<br><br>He's very attractive and I've had a crush on him for a while. All I can think about is him. I don't even want to go out with my friends because I want to spend time with him. He's a great guy and he's a lot of fun to hang out with but it's hard for me because of the nature of his job. Sometimes I get jealous because he has sex with other people and I don't know how to control myself when I see this other people that he has sex with. Sometimes I get angry and upset because of that so he tries to keep it away from me but he can't. Sometimes I have to go to his porn sets and wait for him to finish to leave or go somewhere with him. Sometimes he has to take me to his home because my parents are away and the babysitter isn't available and in those times he sometimes has sex with other men. I don't like it and I get angry and upset and I can't understand why he's doing this.<br><br>I know that he's bisexual and that it's completely normal and that he has the right to do this but I just can't help myself. I wish he would stop having sex with men but he won't. And he's a great guy and I like him a lot so I don't want to break up with him or anything like that. I just want him to understand me.<br><br>I've tried to talk to him about it but it doesn't help. He tells me that he can't change who he is and that I should learn to control myself and accept him as he is. He says to me that he's always been bisexual and that he's always had sex with men and that he won't stop. He says that I should be more understanding and that I shouldn't be so selfish and childish. I just don't know what to do. I love him and I don't want to lose him. What can I do?