I don't want to be Lithuanian anymore

I'm 18, constantly aspire to emigrate. I love my people and my homeland, but the fact that the state is unable to ensure normal living conditions for its citizens is absolutely incomprehensible to me. I don't want to have children in Lithuania. I don't want to retire in Lithuania. I want to be an immigrant in any country that will accept me. I don't want to be Lithuanian anymore, I'm sick of it.