Were there any moments in a relationship you had where you realized you genuinely wanted your partner dead and could you tell us about them?

I am going to warn you right now, she's a terrible person. I'm not proud that I considered these things but she was a horrid person who I am so glad is out of my life. I quickly drafted this so it's not that well written but whatever.<br><br><br>## Backstory<br><br>My ex girlfriend had been cheating on me for years for over two years with one of my closest friends. I was so blind. We'd been together for four years. She was amazing in bed and defined the in the físico. So I was this blind, lovestruck boyfriend who ignored his friends and family for her. I thought she was perfect and was ready to propose when it all fell apart.<br><br><br>## What happened<br><br>We were living together when her friends came over. I was chilling on the couch playing video games when I overheard everything. They were talking about how I was Mister perfect and that she didn't like me but she loved that I gave her money and treated her well. I heard "He's either really blind or stupid" and my heart crumbled. I walked away and went to Dunkin' Donuts to process and cool off for a while. I came back home and contemplated getting a gun and killing them all. I knew where my mom kept her gun and I thought about killing her. I really did. I wasn't a violent person but I hated her. I didn't kill her and I ended up dumping her and taking my stuff. We still live in the same city and I've seen her before with her new boyfriend but I've never spoken to her. I'm glad I didn't kill her because I'm glad I'm not in jail but still, I wish I had the courage to end her life. I was so angry and hurt and betrayed. My friends and I are slowly becoming friends again and I'm better but all I wanted was her dead.<br><br><br>#TLDR: I thought about killing my cheating ex girlfriend after I caught her after OVER TWO YEARS and I am so glad she's out of my life.