[TRIGGER WARNING] I may have just lost it

I am a healthcare professional, and today I got a series of malignant messages from a patient. I may have just done something profoundly stupid. <br><br>This is a story of how I may have just become a criminal. <br><br>I am a healthcare professional and one of my former patients has been texting and calling me nonstop for the past two days. Today, I was way too stressed and went to the local pool. I give my phone to my friend to hang out with and I go into the pool. I come out and I find out that the patient that has been harassing me has pulled off the following things:<br><br>1: They sent pornographic images to my friend. <br>2: They sent messages threatening to assault me. <br>3: They sent messages telling me to kill myself. <br>4: They doxxed me. <br><br>This is the last straw. I dip my phone in the water and open TikTok. I record myself saying the following:<br><br>“Hey, if you’re watching this then you’re probably a sick fuck. This is for every message I’ve gotten for the past two days. This message is for the pornographic images you sent my friend. This message is for the threatening messages. This message is for the death threats you sent me. This message is for twice doxxing me. This is for every call I’ve ignored. This is for every text. This message is for all of it. Now you get to see me destroy my career. Every message. Every call. Every time you’ve shown your face at my work. Now I get to do something that normally I would never do. Now you get to see me end my career. Fuck you. Go fuck yourself. Go fuck your mother. Go fuck your sister. Go fuck your dog. Go fuck your best friend. Go fuck your grandma and your grandpa. Go fuck yourself you sick piece of shit. Go fuck the ground you walk on. Go fuck the air you breathe. Go fuck your life. Go fuck your phone. Go fuck your computer. Go fuck your tablet. Go fuck everything you own. Go fuck your bed. Go fuck your shower. Go fuck your bathtub. Go fuck your car. Go fuck your truck. Go fuck your house. Go fuck your neighbors. Go fuck your neighborhood. Go fuck your city. Go fuck your state. Go fuck the street you walk on. Go fuck the water you drink. Go fuck the food you eat. Go fuck your friends. Go fuck your family. Now watch this.”<br><br>I then proceed to dip my phone in the water of the pool. At that moment, I knew exactly what I had done. I had committed a crime. I had given the patient my phone and I had recorded myself telling a patient to go fuck themselves. <br><br>I may have just destroyed my career. I may have just broken the law and may have become a criminal. <br><br>Fuck it. I’m just going to say it, fuck the patient. Fuck them. Fuck them in the ass. Fuck them in the pussy. Fuck them in the mouth. Fuck the patient. If I go to jail, then I guess I get to say that I went to jail for telling a patient to go fuck themselves.