I have a massive crush on my doctor, a beautiful blonde woman

My primary doctor is a beautiful blonde woman who looks like a 90s supermodel that barely aged at all. I just love how she looks. Tall, thick curly blonde hair, pink lips, golden eyes, tall and slender yet thin with curves.<br><br>Every time I go visit her, I get so nervous. She comes out to the waiting room and greets me with a cute little smile and calls out my last name, and I can't take my eyes from her ballerina neck.<br><br>Sometimes, I get sad if she wears pants instead of a dress because its harder to see her legs. But she always looks great, and she smells so good too. I don't know if she wears perfume or lotion or what, just that she always smells like a candle.<br><br>But the funniest part is that I am always like zoned out watching her while she talks to me, and she gets this smirk on her face and I'm like "oh shit, she thinks I'm weird lol". Or she will be like "so are you going to do that?" and I'm like "yeah I'm gonna do it" and then I realize I wasn't even listening to her lol.<br><br>But today was the funniest. She did my physical and she came to me to take my blood, and I had my right arm out and she was like "no, I need the left one". But I didn't hear her so I was like "here you go" and she was like "no, no, I need the left one" lol. <br><br>I was like oh sorry. lol.<br><br>I wish I could date her. But I guess its better if I just keep her as my doctor!