36 years old. Got divorced. I am building my life again, from scratch.

I woke up alone in my own bed, for the first time in years.<br><br>I feel empty, I've got no idea about what to do.<br><br>I am 36 years old, I am in debt.<br><br>I feel very, very alone.<br><br>As soon as possible, I'm gonna throw every single piece of trash I got, everything that was hers.<br><br>I want to restart, to be myself again. I got lost a long time ago.<br><br>I'm gonna fill myself up with this big, empty void. <br><br>My heart is broken in a million little pieces, but I'll be fine.<br><br>I will be okay.<br><br>I am gonna start again. <br><br>&#x200B;