I will never be a functioning human being.

I’m pushing 33, and I’m always on edge about something. I get into a massive panic if I’m running late for work, or if I’m performing anything even vaguely close to “public”, and I can’t get out of my head the idea that I’m nothing more than a failed experiment in basic human survival, because I am constantly in a state of self-doubt about every single damn thing I do.<br><br>I am the only person I know who can’t even look at themselves in a mirror in the morning without feeling a sense of crippling inadequacy. Am I the only person or is this normal?