I am addicted to black p*rn, and I am not attracted to black people in RL.

I am an Indian, and I don't find black people black, and I don't even like them in my real life. I find Indians and Whites much more attractive than blacks, but I watch black p*rn every day and black p*rn in the morning and black p*rn at night. I know it's a little disturbing, but I want to stop this addiction, but I can't most likely because I only find black p*rn to be exciting for me.