Thought on psychedelics on mental disorders

I am not a doctor<br><br>Ok, so I have a history of addiction. That is well documented in my profile. <br><br>I have been sober for over a year and I am now thinking of using psychedelics. I have been to therapy and I have been told that man-made psychedelics will not do anything to me. However, I am against man-made drugs. <br><br>So, here I am thinking of using 5 meo dmt.<br><br>Should I? <br><br>I have a history of addiction, convulsions. <br><br>What will happen if I use 5 meo dmt?